It's strange, I've not been here for over a year I believe and just coming across all the things I have in here make me smile. I know I've changed, I've defiantly gotten better.

I'd like to start this place back up again, just for web design| graphic design | and photography.

I remember it was only a year ago I'd tell everyone my biggest dream was to become a freelancer in web design and for the most part it still is but after working in the field for so long I've come to realize that I absolutely hate it. I feel like I've gone back to high school, everyone bitching about everyone and everything, it's stupid and childish, so I don't recommend going to the public service to get an idea of web design in the real world.
It's completely turned me off wanting to make this my full time career choice but despite all this I've managed to realize that I've been doing the wrong thing this whole time, web design is a hobby for me, and having to break out of the hobby mode to work has killed it for me, I hate it but I don't want to.

Sure I still want to freelance but I want to do that part time while I'm working away as a Primary School teacher (I know random jump) I love kids and I'm not sure why it took me so long to realize that that would be a better choice for me, I enjoy teaching others and helping, my first class felt like a huge pat on my shoulder saying that you've done well.

I want to bring web design back into my life to become something I LOVE doing, not something I want to avoid with a 15ft pole.

So I hope that you'll all welcome me back and I hope you all realize what you want to do with life, and that it's perfectly ok to make mistakes.